i'm in a bit of a quandary and im not sure if i should just shut the hck up about it but i feel like talking about it so im going to talk about it online
im not a high school gal any longer and im ready to take a shit i just want to shit all day and when i say this i mean i want to be so cool and positive and confident and i am doing good so far i am shitting on everything it feels so great. lately ive been falling in hecking luv with more boys and they have been falling for me and its sad because i do not love them more than a friend i only love them like a brother
i know it is annoying to say but it's true that my dang heart only beats for one cutey boy who im not sure why but he hecking loves

 me too. i likes me he loves me and i should probably by now let him know. when is the right time to tell the guy you like them too. the same way they do? now or when you are rolling on grass laughing at a joke he made? i like it when i cry from laughter but who doesnt? who doesnt like being happy. sure, it "fades" but what the heck man enjoy that happiness. let it flow through u/engulf you let it enter you through all the dang holes in your body
 (even the vagina/ penis hole)
Today i had the best time with my number one guy. Human interactions are truly fucked up. You get to make a new friend everytime you talk to someone/meet someone for the first time. im not saying just in real life but online! what the hell there are mills of ppl on the inter wbs and i absolutely them every one of them. No lie i swear

Truthfully, i do not condone with online dating because its scary and risky and i think it usually doesnt work...unless u are looking for friends first. look for the pallies. you will love them unconditionally because they will share with u secrets and u to them and u dont give a dang what gender they are but u do once u realize u have no one to care for (romantically) but them. you will say i just want the guy. ding ding,,,, the guy... my pally.... im in lvoe with my male pally. and of course he will be thinking and typing the same thing on his blog. its just meant to be. that is why i am so happy with life. i love anime and animal and male human and women how they can be so stupid and treat other women like shit when its like wtf wake up we need to stick together u dum bitcth. im watching cowboy bebop and talking to my bf hes such a dang nice boy only like a boy if he treats u like u want to be treated. be that a "naughty kitten" or "schoolgirl" or "fire hydrant" who give a shit as long as its real and true ily. fin