me and my friend were watching a horrible quality version of guardians of the galaxy at her house because i didnt want to spend money at the theater. i wasnt really watching the movie, i was mostly napping and thinking. i almost wanted to cuddle with her, well i really wanted to and i wanted to do so with someone else lol teheh
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two boys stood behind me waiting in line at the dmv- i was so delighted the line was short it was a dream come true- these boys looked my age maybe a little older. they talked about the others hair. then one of them tapped my shoulder asking me if that was my name{pointing to a patch on my bookbag that read "dork" in cursive} boy1: dara? is that your name? and i turned and asked why he pointed to the patch and i said "it says dork" any way, im really glad those boys were there to try and converse with me because i was incredibly nervous to get my id since i tried to get it 2 years ago and i couldnt get it. it made me feel like i could easily make friends even if i go to the dmv in a taxi and am alone. i need to remember that things are not as scary as they seem. like when everyone hated/was scared of the dentist or orthodontist. my teeth are straight as heck now thanks to my orthodontist! there's really nothing much to be afraid of if you are nice to others. if i came in there with an upset face then people would have treated me horribly. i used to always have a mean expression whenever i went out and i was never treated nicely. but now that i go out looking happy and smiling and junk, people are more willing to smile too.