Hello. if you are reading this, you are reading this. It's sad how people are cruel to each other. It's sad how nice I am and others are capable of being, but they choose to be disgusting and they choose to abhor without reason. There was a little girl who came into my work and she was holding a gerbil and telling people to pet him. I walked by her so i could hold him. She is so smart and kind for her age. She let me hold her gerbil and he was so soft and i miss holding that gerbil, right now, 3 hours later. i need to be more confident and more amiable and more confident and appreciative. i like sad songs but not when i am sad. help i have fall and i cant get up haha yes that is a good commercial, it is so memorable. i need more plants in my home. i live around trees and nature and my boyfriend is kind like nature. he does not hurt me he does not abhor, he only helps me breathe easy and i appreciate his company. thank you for reading this, it makes some sense. im going to miss the snow but ill see it in a few months.


im starting to like u and more artists like you or that remind me of u. its sick how much i think of u,i think i am really sick. i hope u are as sick as i am too (i have no doubt in my mind u do) im going to smile a lot more even if i feel like jumping out of a moving vehicle.